I Am So Lost

zeminith,
at the zenith,
where none can reach.
Wondering Wanderer


What will your reflection think?
Who’s imitating who?
Who’s emulating who?
The Dark and The Light.

krad and light(zem)
z=x


They Found Me


commune


Chapters of my life

March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
December 2006
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
June 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009

Thursday, October 15, 2009

I shall stop searching for things that give me purpose, but give purpose to the things I do.

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Monday, September 21, 2009

lately, thinkig of ways to quantify a day.
What makes it a good day and what makes it a bad day?

What are the measurable factors?
and how will the factors interact with each other?

number of times smiled/laughed?
number of times made others smiled/laughed?
amt of assignments/HW completed?
number of interesting ideas generated/inspired?
frequency of saying smth wrong?

and so on...

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Thursday, September 17, 2009

isit easier to believe in a higher being than believing in yourself?

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in years to come, when my children, grandchildren ask me what's most memorable about my uni days; I hope the answer would not be mugging for finals and doing lab reports.

getting a life

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

Has a mind of his own.
Ignores what the world says.
Gets ignored in turn.

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Friday, August 14, 2009

resisting the temptation to ask "how's your day?" for the pure purpose of really wanting to know how isit.

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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

I guess i have an open mind, but i'm ain't good opening minds.

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Saturday, August 01, 2009

act what you like to feel.

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Sunday, June 28, 2009

Love is in the air... Darn air pollution.

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Saturday, April 18, 2009

everyone is entitled to have opinions. Sometimes it is not obliged to share them.

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Sunday, April 12, 2009

It's sad having opponents that don't know you are letting them win...

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

life's exciting, when everyday's a deadline...

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Monday, March 23, 2009

7pm: exciting race to finish revision...! and what's a race if you can predict the results?



12am: It has been empirically proven that compressing two months of uni chem syllabus into two days is not possible.....



1am: ... at least it is not energetically feasible...


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Friday, March 20, 2009

you have your music, dance. I have my games. It's just that society awards more admiration for your passion.


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Monday, March 09, 2009

lols, someone said i'm emo... especially after the recent posts, haha, and i'm not!
Driving Cinderella around lately. And, if you are wondering, she's the one that will turn into a pumpkin when left alone, and frequently requires a breath of life.

usual stuff,revising CM1121 and well, leveling.

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Friday, March 06, 2009


One often hears people saying proudly that he/she is waiting for Mr. Right to turn up. Mr Right just do not exist. Everyone has his or her good qualities and his or her weakness. To expect too much from human nature is sure folly. To recognize one's own weak points and the other's person's weak points too, and accepting them is the beginning of maturity. - from.. er somewhere...


lols, so the most right person will be 90% compatible and you will somehow have to accept the other 10% of him/her, which will kinda be a dormant volcano for troubles.

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Oh, maybe, what it needs is just two persons to believe in fairy tales, completely, totally, absolutely.



Oh, and just random, two persons standing side by side, facing the same direction, A will be at B's left and B will be at A's right. Ha, hard to get two "rights" together.


Well, unless,A and B stand facing each other, then walk past/walk towards each other.

Or A and B stand facing away from each other, then walk backwards towards each other.

haha, any philosophical intepretations? Interesting insights?




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Wednesday, March 04, 2009

banished the demon... finally... vroom 4k

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don't find someone you can live with
find someone you cannot live without?

till then,
when one has nothing
hope for anything
regrets letting go of something...

life's alright :)

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