I Am So Lost

zeminith,
at the zenith,
where none can reach.
Wondering Wanderer


What will your reflection think?
Who’s imitating who?
Who’s emulating who?
The Dark and The Light.

krad and light(zem)
z=x


They Found Me


commune


Chapters of my life

March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
December 2006
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
December 2010
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011

Saturday, June 11, 2011

I asked you what's your priorities.
I asked if you are ready.
In the end, it showed through.

zeminith wondered and wandered @ 9:11 pm | 0 comments?

Monday, June 06, 2011

ninjadorg wrote:
You are clearly trying to drain the life from a richly entertaining game by way of a mathematical chore.

This kind of absolutist condemning statement pops up occasionally when someone proposes a mathematical or formal thought experiment, and I find it disturbing, as if people should always have only 1 lens through which they view the world.

Is a botanist unable to appreciate the beauty of a rose simply because sometimes he analyzes roses scientifically? Do botanists try to drain the life out of beautiful flowers?

Is a painter unable to appreciate the beauty of a landscape simply because sometimes she analyzes the colors and shades and textures of the scene she is painting? Do painters try to drain the life out of beautiful scenes?

Is a novelist unable to appreciate the beauty of a story simply because they sometimes make formal outlines and lists of characters and research the meanings of words in dictionaries and check technical rules of grammar and punctuation? Do novelists try to drain the life out of fiction?

Is a wine lover unable to appreciate the taste of a nice wine due to thinking about what ingredients must be in it, or how long it might have fermented?

Etc etc.

Many people enjoy geeky analysis and thinking formally about game systems. If you personally are not into that, then cool... but please don't assume that others who doenjoy it are unable to enjoy and appreciate other aspects of games (especially when they themselves explicitly acknowledge that formal mathematical analysis is not what the play of this particular game is about), or assert that they are trying to drain the life out of things.

zeminith wondered and wandered @ 12:12 am | 0 comments?

Sunday, May 29, 2011

I'm surprised how people can find time to emo sometimes.

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Monday, May 02, 2011

Guess who's back~

Back again~

X is back!
Tell your friend!

Guess who's back
guess who's back
guess who's back
guess who's back
guess who's back
na na na na na na na~

zeminith wondered and wandered @ 1:23 am | 0 comments?

Monday, April 25, 2011

mob

maw'

Hurgh

zeminith wondered and wandered @ 1:52 pm | 0 comments?

Been quite a while, and since your password remained unchanged, I shall continue posting. I realized you have other blogs, but most of them seemed to be shared by other authors. To keep the fun to myself, I shall plagued this blog only.

But I saw your other blog. Is that your girlfriend and yourself? It should be. That is a very interesting picture. There was a mysterious feel to it. If I ever find myself a girl, I would get a professional photographer to take such a picture too! But judging the distance, did you take the photo yourself? If you did, I'm most certainly impressed.

Here's an interesting read: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kevin_Mitnick

I want to have a wiki page introducing me too, one day. While I rather be famous than infamous, cant really be too picky (= Its still early, so kill catch some time in front of the tube!

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Friday, April 22, 2011

It's almost 3. As usual, this is the time I find it most necessary to prove myself alive. It's easiest done by pretending I'm someone else, who actually HAS a real life that he doesnt have to blog ALL the time. Damn, that makes my life sound more pathetic than it is.

So, dear blogger, you have changed your password! Someone must have announced my presence (= Attention seeking succeeded! Too bad adding those two numbers did not help much. Try harder next time yea?

To whoever is reading this. This is just a lonely mind seeking company. So if my fooling around here is pissing anyone off, hate the action but dont hate the person...

Yours,
X

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Thursday, April 21, 2011

Dear blogger,

Sorry to tell you that, your account is easily hacked! You should change your password. At least add some numbers to challenge me. Do change, so I can try to see if I can successfully do it again...

But judging your past entries, it would take weeks before you see this. So, I shall have some fun here (=

In case you're wondering, I'm not exactly a professional hacker... I just like stepping into someone else's shoes and play their roles for them. I feel I can do this better than these ppl could. And I most definitely feel better as another person than as myself.
I think that's good enough an intro to me for now.

Until my next post,
X

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Tuesday, March 22, 2011

I dont think you guys get why I like the car.
I can f-ing scream and shout all i want inside.

That's it. I am taking control.

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Friday, March 11, 2011

FML if the only people that believe in me and my ideas are my competitors and enemies.

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Monday, December 27, 2010

meetups; it is just going to get harder.

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Thursday, September 16, 2010

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Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Was having tuition today and randomly asked the tutee to give an example for an animal.
"rabbit!" he says, then with a small pause, he started spelling it out "R.A.B.B.I.T"
(even though i did not even ask him to)

Then he looked at me smugly; proud at being able to spell the word.

Some people would simply put him down and treat this as a small matter.

But well, it could remind us of those halcyon young days where we are proud of the little things we manage to do; new capabilities we gain every day, and basically being happy with oneself and one's progress.

That; I believe is the stepping stone to greatness...

(to recapture that.... hmm)

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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Girl: "You guys must be having the most fun in this hall. Everyone else is busy pushing their CCAs to the freshman and you guys just sit here and play board games..

a second later...

Girl: "Darn Cool!" :)

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Made our day ;p

Haha, yes the idea of Pull vs Push is good.

And so, 4 relatively stress free days of matric fair ended with us garnering a decent amount of names. Hopefully those are from people really interested since we did not even bother to psycho anyone.





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Sunday, June 20, 2010

let's just say, I'm pretty touched by my team members' efforts and commitment to the cause.
We would do great!

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Tuesday, June 08, 2010

Escapade, explosion...

Well, well,
Dominion finals, was a well, say, i was careless in the first round. Made up for it in the next two, got to semi.
Too relaxed in the final... though cos everyone was cheerful, and the competitive spirit vanish...
But still, let's say i bombed... Sigh.
1st and 4th is from TGiG; yay!

carcassone. I would say i played well, very well. But boomed due to luck. as fate would have it, the final tile turned me from 1st position to last, making me lose my shot at semi-finals.
(38 point castle shared by 3 players ):

One lost due to lack of skill, composure, discipline
One lost due to luck, despite great play...

Hmm, forced to play werewolves with little kids, had silly time with ala carte and architect.
Learnt Vampire: The Eternal Struggle and Thunderstone.
Play two full day of games.

Escapade, explosion...

Secretly, wanted it to be a brief escapade from life; but well, explosions thoughout.

Sorry for worrying loved ones...

Went a crazy from the tiring days...
Screams into the pillow...
Learning how to: silent screams..








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Thursday, June 03, 2010

working day 01. I must say it is much more relaxing as compared to the other.

Hmm, two nagging negatives.

1) Failed to teach cashflow properly

2) Did not initiate a what could be a presumptuous statement:
"sir, I would like to introduce this game to you; which I believe your child would like"

well, there's something special when you successfully manage to give someone a toy they especially like; but that desire was tone down in view of not offering unsolicited suggestions that may irritate.

Positives:
1) learnt some nice games, to share with close pals and Dearpy.

2) Introed Dragon Inn to an appreciative audience.

3) On the fly modification of Werewolves to nice results.



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MR...
Well, I must say it felt pretty good when someone appreciates your kind efforts and take the effort to thank, complement you.

Still, there's more to forge for, onwards!

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